--When he deserves the whole world.

random#1

As if starting a hate speech

She held grudge on her tongue like an overheat whistling copper kettle on fire, about to blow up. 

We might rather die climbing an erupting volcano than sitting here drowning in this misery.

The hall fades into silence, the warm sun rays illuminate through the fenced windows...thankfully enough amid this winter weather.

"Why did you come to our country?!", loud enough to startle every inch of our nerves. Her eyes as wide as the eagle's, preying on anyone who might fall victim to this adversity....batting on us as if anyone is going to fail her miserably any second now.

Each of us felt paralysed...buckled under the stress and frustration.

"I, I know!..", somebody has finally come to a say, breaking the tension. It was just a murmur but harsh enough to catch her ears. She looked at her. Our hearts about to jump out of our chest but we couldnt hide the feeling of solace that someone has given up her fear.... saving us all. 

"Finally, someone studied my lecture", our professor then sat down and double clicked the slideshow of today's lecture. Lol.

memo #1

Love.

Despite your weakness and flaws overcrowding your space, despite your tears just like petrol, it burns the agony within.....please, love.

Because despite everything, at least you can afford of building a castle on your own wound, sewing warm blanket on your own scar, chasing the bad dreams away and wish upon a star.

Love, as much as you can..even not yourself. 

and i wanted to dream more of you
but even in dreams, goodbyes are real
harsh world

Personal note #2

I don't have a name to call who I am and to present myself to this world. 

Its not that I don't know myself but because I know too much.